May. 14th, 2017

tkdw_vlogs2017: (Concerned)
Every year Mother's Day reminds me I am NOT a mother. I'm going to have to hear that shit all night at work tonight. They actually already started saying it Thursday already. When I had to sign those papers, I automatically no longer was a mother. Law is stronger than biology. Ask the cops, they'll tell you. It also doesn't help that I'm not allowed any kind of contact with Felicity, Tony hates my guts, and both Tony and Cathy cannot bring themselves to call me, "mom." That's not their fault, though. Amy forced them to call me Tennille. They weren't allowed to call me mom. Now as adults they can't make themselves do it. That makes me feel like they're just 2 friends of mine, not my children. But that's just how it goes. Every year Mother's Day is just a reminder to me of how much of a fuck up I am.

The vlog is delayed because somebody is having me edit a video for them. They sent me the files through Google Drive, but some of them are 2gb's and are taking FOREVER to download. It shouldn't take too long to edit the video, but I need all the clips here. It wouldn't take so long if we had a better internet service provider. Oh well. I'll do our vlog after work. It's too bad I have to work, or I could take the day to do both videos and get them done. Oh well.

The Stratus has been doing fine, even though Don says he's still constantly worried it will break down. He fixed what was wrong, so he needs to relax.

One more night of work and then the tattoo gets done tomorrow. I'm a little nervous, but not too much. When the pieces of garbage were put on my arm it hurt SO MUCH, but they were done with a ball point pen tube, a sewing needle, and a little motor ripped out of something. A real tattoo gun should not hurt as much. It's on my lower inside arm, which is sensitive. It will be good, though, to not only get Marty's name off my arm, but to also get Joe Thibodeaux's handwriting off my arm! Last I knew, that worthless fucker was in prison in Mississippi for criminal sexual conduct. Big surprise. Some other time I'll have the other piece of shit he put on my arm covered, too, but that's not the number 1 priority because it's always covered by my shirt sleeve. The other one is always visible and I'm sick of customers asking what it is. I don't want to talk about it!

Okay, this is ridiculous! I'm just going to edit and export the vlog while I wait for these other clips to download. They are taking FOREVER!!


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