May. 10th, 2017


May. 10th, 2017 02:02 pm
tkdw_vlogs2017: (Concerned)
Yesterday Tony's heroin addict girlfriend Jasmine turned 18. At least it's not illegal for them to be together anymore. According to Ma he called her and said they planned on renting a room from somebody for $300-sum a month so they don't have to pay over $1,000.00 a month to Jasmine's mother anymore. Well, Tony got himself into this shit. Nobody held a gun to his head and told him to stop paying his rent, throw away his job, and go live in a house full of bullshit. If he wasn't lying, Ma also said Jasmine's father is accusing Tony of having sex with Jasmine's mother. Such a lovely situation. Two or 3 weeks ago I noticed a missed call from him on my phone. He didn't leave a voicemail and I don't want to call him back. It's not that I don't want to talk to him, it's that I don't want any more bullshit. If he was just calling to chew me out again for something I didn't do, I won't have any part of it. Ma said he was pissed off at me because I apparently told everybody he tried to kill himself. No, I did not. CATHY did. Put your blame on the right person! I posted on Facebook that he needed thoughts and prayers, but I didn't post why. If anybody PM'ed me, then I told them, but I didn't publicly post about it. PLUS, my Facebook is friends only, so I never DID make any PUBLIC posts about anything. He said I told, "the whole world." No, I did not, and I explained to him the night he called me all pissed off how friends only posts on Facebook work, and he acted like he got what I was saying, but apparently he did not. I did tell Ma and Dad he was in U of M for a suicide attempt, but they're his grandparents and they deserved to know! Can you imagine how crushed they would have been if he died and nobody ever told them he was in the hospital to begin with? He just can't understand anything. And Ma is still upset over him calling her this winter and telling her he only lived through that because he prayed to Satan. >:( Hopefully he grows up. Yeah. I started off rough in life when I was young, too, but I wasn't praying to the devil and trying to kill myself.

Anyway, before I hand the rest of my check over to Gary Price we need dog and cat food. I also want to buy a couple little pouches of flower seeds from Family Dollar to plant in the tire in the front yard. They're like 25 cents a pack. That's supposed to be a little flower garden, but right now just looks like a tire laying in the yard. Don is at work, but I hope he makes it back soon because I need to withdraw all my money out of the credit union before they close at 4 or 4:30 and we want to go to the soup kitchen, which ends at 6.

I guess I've been losing weight, but I've been afraid to get on the scale. Last I knew I lost 6 lbs., but that was last week. I screwed up on Monday. I ate a granola bar and a half and some crackers and didn't ride the exercise bike that day, so I don't want to get on the scale and see what damage that did. My metabolism sucks so much that one little fuck-up causes instant weight gain. Yesterday I ate right and took a walk and rode the exercise bike both, so I hope it fixed the damage. Today so far all I did was eat my breakfast, which was Special K and milk, both measured, and a cup of coffee with the cream and sugar measured. I AM wearing pairs of jeans I couldn't wear for a while there, but I'm still too afraid to throw away the ripped jeans I was wearing with yoga pants underneath to work in case I royally fuck up and they again become the only thing I can wear. Ugh!

Well, I guess that's all for now. I'm sitting here trying to figure out more things to say, but there's nothing, lol.


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